the world is bittersweet.
I LOVE PEOPLE.
but it's the ones who hurt and lie
that makes me go, "hmmm...."

right now, I LOVE THE WORLD.
I dont care that there is a pest in my life...
she will be gone when God wants her to be gone.

i am content.
i am happy.
i am excited about the future.
i am overwhelmed by blessings and joy.

I LOVE LIFE.

"a WISE girl kisses but never loves, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left."

that is one quote I should REALLY take to heart.
because maybe
JUST MAYBE...
i wouldnt have to feel so broken hearted...
all the time.

maybe then,
I wouldnt fall for those guys who 
SAY things they dont mean
and ACT an alternate persona

take it to heart, lisa.
because then,
you wouldnt be hurting
so much.

I just want the broken heartedness to be gone
and to die
before it kills me.

...and although I am exactly where I wanted to be, more than ever, I just want to go home.

i wouldnt be able to tell you how i feel even if i wanted to....all i feel is numbness.

X" What You Have

[x] a cell phone
[x] a straightener...even tho my hair is STICK straight and wont listen to any mechanical devices... =/
[x] your own computer
[x] your own car
[x] good grades
[ ] chanel sunglasses
[ ] burberry purse
[ ] a boyfriend
[x] a curling iron...again...not needed because my hair is stubborn.
[ ] every fall out boy cd
[x] something from american eagle
[] something from abercrombie
[x]something from hot topic
[x] a pet
[x] some type of trophy/award
[ ] a king size bed
[ ] an ipod
[ ] a jersey from a professional team
[ ] more than $50 in your wallet
[x] a radio/cd player
[ ] monster, full throttle, amp, etc. in ur fridge
[ ] something related to green day
[x] xanga
[x] myspace
[x] make-up
[x] a desk in your room
[ ] a hill in your backyard
[ ] DDR
[ ] a pair of skis
[x] alarm clock
[x] a pair of ice skates...they dont fit anymore...but u know...LOLS
[x] rollerblades
[ ] treadmill....but desperately needed =)
[ ] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[x] AIM
[x] Yahoo!
[x] MSN
[ ] ICQ
[x] perfume
[x] bath and body works lotion
[x] necklaces && bracelets && earrings
[x] a journal/diary
[x] toothbrush
[ ] peaches in ur fridge
[ ] x's in your screename
[ ]a birthday in may
[ ] a famous relative
[x] a relative that lives in a different state
[ ] a disowned relative
[ ]an electric scooter!!
[ ] your own bathroom
[ ] your own band
[ ] any rock band shirts
[ ] gamecube
[ ] a guitar
[ ] a hammock
[ ] a basketball net
[ ] a soccer net...we should so my brother can stop kicking the ball into the sofa... -_-
[x] a bike
[ ] a mini van
[ ] a relative that lives in Florida
[ ] a vc andrews book
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
[ ] bad grades
[x] a locker at school
[ ] a baby
[ ] a pet chimpanzee
[x] sparkly blue nail polish
[ ] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody
[ ] the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[x] a promise ring
[ ] a pool table
[ ] a swimming pool
[ ] a trampoline
[ ] deadjournal...i have no idea wat that is!
[x] flip flops
[ ] steve madden flats
[ ] the sims
[ ] a ping pong table
[ ] air hockey table
[ ] a basement
[x] converse
[x] construction paper
[x]markers, crayons, etc.
[x] coloring books
[ ] a nice singing voice (lol)...I STINKING WISH!
[ ] XBOX
[ ]PS2
[x] some type of disease...my doctor said i'm allergic to the ENVIRONMENT!! WTF
[ ] rose red movie
[x] wife beaters
[x] VCR/DVD
[x] a mom or a dad
[ ] an older brother(s)
[x] a younger brother(s)
[ ]an older sister(s)
[] a younger sister(s)
[ ] a sled
[ ] a lake/pond near my house
[x] friends whom you love


About Your Room-

How many windows are in your room?: one
What color are your walls?: pink..off white
Hardwood floors or carpet?: carpet
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?: both
What kind of bed do you have?: single? iono...a small one
What is your comforter like?: uhh.. reddish orangish with plenty of suns
How many pillows do you have?: 1
Is your room big?: not really...or maybe i just have a load of crap

Is it clean?: ha ha ha haaa..that will be the DAY.

do you have the following in your room:
[x] desk
[x] more than 3 sources of light
[cell?] phone
[x] chair
[x] books
[x] dresser
[ ] TV
[x] CD player/stereo
[ ] bean bag chair
[x] computer
[x] posters/paintings/pictures
[ ] walk in closet
[x] large mirror
[x] bed
[ ] drumset
[ ] bathroom
[x] clock
[x] clothes on the floor
[x] box of tissues
[ ] guitar
[ ] lava lamp
[ ] smoke detector
[ ] piano/keyboard
[x] a trash can
[x] locking door
[ ] can of soda
[ ] Hair dryer
[x] Lotions

haha...that was fun...i learned that Diana and i are a lot alike .... or atleast we have a lot of the similar things. haha..